ummm terasa tak tentu pasal ..

nape yg terasa sgat nih , mende kecik je punn ..hurmmm asal asa sedey neh .. takoyt he is not d one , takoyt he will left me .. takoyt laa .. im still young . anything can happen ..msa stil pnjg utuk ktrang ,anything cn happen ,i dun want to lose him .. hurmm wat should i think anymore , just those question .. am i r fated with him or there is sumone else .. i dun want a fake relation .. hurmm tetibaa asa nak kawen cepat .. tp akoh ada cita-2 yg lom tecpai n dy ta mgkin mampu na tggung akoh lagi kan skrangg .,, tp kalau akoh da smbg belajar n habes belajar , am i still with him or r we goin through all dis until we get married , r we going to get married ?? is he d one who is goin to be my husby ,.. is he still with me ..?? oh god , wat should i do , those question always troubling my head ,, i always think if i go further my study , is he still with me until my last study n r we still togheter at dat time .. i dunno , i dun want to think , but it suddently appear at my head n i cannot let time decide wat goin happen n will happen , i dun want to choose d wrong choice nymore, i dun want to do something dissapoint everyone anymore .. i dun want to do sin nymore , i dah tanak malukan abah lagy , i dh tanak tgok fmily sedih sbb i lagii .. i nak hidup sendiri , tnpa kacau ap yg akoh buat n tanpa kacau hidup fmily lau akoh buat salah ...i just want to live freely n do wat i want not wat they want ...